Doctor told me that i will be having operation next month,

Prepared for the worst part.

I knew it for sure, how i wish i have someone beside me.

I ruin everything myself.

I can't blame anyone but myself.

So now, i'm only left with friends & family.

I am just gonna study and earn money,

Working this thursday & friday as waitress with cousin & lina.

Excited much!

Shall headed to bedz now,

lunch tomorrow at grandma house. 

^^