With light make-up on! ^^

End of September, welcome October! ^^

Hope it's a good month for me ahead & good starting!

Last day of school today & yet i'm not attending it, staying at home due to cough & bad headache,

So sleep till 1 plus, called carol, prepared and meet her at xinmin opposite bus-stop with her friend.

So, we bused down to bugis, ended up, bought nothing.

Meet Youliang & choonyong at orchard, after that we went to cineleisure first, walked around, have KFC for my first meal! ^^

After that, went to walked around, walk to orchard place first to see Birkenstock, decided to buy with carol, ended up i didn't buy, before deciding again, we walked down to wheel lock place to see other more colour, ended up didn't buy anything, 

Waited for Henry to come & we headed to xinwang cafe. Accompany them to have their dinner & waited for Jason to come.

Accompany them to shop around & around 9 plus, mrt homed alone! 

After that, have dinner at home.

Going bugis to get my bag with carol tomorrow again! ^^

I shall headed to bed now, 

Thanks for being there when no one else was, and thanks for making me smile when i almost forgotten how to & sorry that i hurt you.I enjoyed myself this two weeks with you, you never failed to be there for me & pamper me and treating me like princess. I will never forget how you make the effort to get me a bottle of sticky after you ended work & fetch me from work. Cooking dinner for me even though the rice is hard, but it's all effort that counts. Everyone was asking me did i give you a chance? My reply, was yes i did, i want to give him a chance to dote me & be my once. I don't bother about what you guys say, how flirt is he or even he plays girl feeling. I know he does. But i doesn't know whether is he doing the same thing on me. I don't know. It's me the one who being selfish, unreasonable and a attitude girlfriend. I even asked him, are we suitable for each other!? I know it hurtful, but i doing all this is because i don't wish to give you burden and also testing you whether are you faithful to me, but well, no point saying so much now, i know you hate me much, because i made the effort to text you not to drink too much and get drunk, you don't bother to reply. thumbs up! * I won't trust LOVE anymore, i gonna just be alone and face all the outcome. One last time of appointment on the 6th of oct, before going operation. If the operation leaves scar behind, i will rather commit suicide then going operation. I will just do it. I want to feel pamper and feel loved again. I will just wait and will never give up. Lastly, iloveyou.

 

Adorable cousin that always be there for me whenever i'm down! <3

So today, went school and lesson was boring. Some lesson i just sleep and waiting for time to pass.

So ended school, home sweet home,

Went to grandma house for lunch and meet xiaoboi at hougang mac at 5 plus.

Chit-chat awhile, he kept bully me and disiao me! Didn't meet him for quite long already, after that, his friend went off.

Accompany him to eat, and went void-deck to slack.

Around 8 plus, he went homed to meet his girlfriend & i headed to 644 to buy dinner for parents and myself.

Home sweet home after that.

Town tomorrow with carol & shopping time! 

Happygirl! ^^

I doesn't know what's our relationship now, you are just taking me for granted.

If you think i'm that type of girl that can be take for granted you are wrong,

Sorry to say this, but you are making me pissed off.

Though i think alot of nonsense, it's all because of the way you treat me.

Guys are really jerks, when trying to woo you its like honeymoon, but when he got the chance to be with you, he treat you like shyt, so you trying to tell me you are one of them isn't it?! 

Who the one who say gonna pamper me and care for me and whatsoever, but what's now!? I hate empty promises, we shouldn't look like couple. Not even a text from you today or even a call?! Stop telling me craps yah, with a replying of .. means what?!! I shouldn't have post this all, but i'm saying all this thing from my bottom of heart.

You want to see how the way i treat you, firstly you have to treat me better first, 

if we aren't suitable for each other, it's better to be you go your way.

If not treat me as your girlfriend & not part-time girlfriend.

The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.

I fail to be a good girlfriend, i'm sorry.

Didn't meet my silly boyfriend today and also 

I give school a miss today again, meet two generous lady for lunch today,

Bused down to Potong pasir to have prawn noodle.

After that, went to NEX to walk around & chat with them.

After that, went to faceshop, bought a mask and bused down to pasir ris to meet parents.

Have dinner and home sweet home.

Bring brother's to consult doctor, and meet aiyun after that,

Walked down to hougang point to take bus, 

Saw boyfriend there, was shocked and i miss you! ;(

After that, bused down to hougang green, bean curd there was taste awful!

So bused down to kovan to buy for parents, home sweet home after that.

School tomorrow & also last two days.

I'm sorry my dear, i was shocked to receive that message, thanks for saying out those things from your heart,i didn't expect myself to be like this, i promised i will change. Don't control you too much,

I always have a feeling that, when you trying to woo me that time was sweet, when i given you a chance, things change, i don't know why.

Please don't take me for granted, i hate it when my boyfriend treating me this way.

We are drifting apart, ;(

Sometimes i'm pretending to be happy, but truth is i'm not, i'm left with 22 days! ;(

Will you be the first one i see when i woke up when i'm gonna go for operation, 

;(

How i wish it is.

Give school a miss today again, i missed school for so many days and now teacher calling me everyday and text me asking me for valid reason.

So, today, brother give school a miss also, have breakfast first, and bring him to family doctor as he need MC for exam and he is down with fever.

Bring him to doctor, and went to grandma house to took lunch for him.

And headed to kovan near-by to meet friend for lunch.

After that, slacked outside my house, called my silly boyfriend as i didn't received call  & text from him. Was kinda worried about him, he give work a miss today. Went to find him at his house, so sweet of my silly boyfriend, guess what, he went to NTUC to buy some stuffs while i was sleeping. Boyfriend told me he decided to cook. So woke up, he came back with his friend.So cute of him, keep asking me to wait inside his sister room, and he even ask his friend to come talk to me. 

So kinda talk with his friend and poor silly boyfriend have to cooked for us.

It's smell nice and taste awesome! Though the rice is hard, but my dear, is already very best, wasted for not taking picture of it! I make sure i gonna post next picture up when you gonna cook for me to eat again. I'm willing to eat anything as long as you cooked for me, it's the hard work you put in my dear.

So have dinner together, when finish, his friend left, and i washed up the plate. 

Silly boyfriend asked me to go, see him play skate, was awesome! Boyfriend is rox yah! I was starring at him when he was skating, it's really amazing. After that, went home, he went to shower, and i was playing with boyfriend's dog, It's surprised that i'm not afraid of dogs now. 

 So when silly boyfriend finish shower, 

Something bad happened, was talking to him half-way, he drop his perfume, and whole bottle crack, heart pain die him! Sorry my dear, it's all my fault. 

After that,home sweet home, walked to bus-stop to take bus,

Went to grandma's house first, and headed to 644 to buy somethings.

Silly boyfriend send me home and went to meet his friend.

Gonna give school a miss tomorrow also, not meeting my dear tomorrow.

Knowing something due to operation stuff, dad accidentally talked to grandma about it, when i heard it, my tears drop, i was so scared and worry. Will there be anyone waiting for me outside the operation theater?! I'm worry, i don't want to be alone. I'm afraid to be alone to faced all this problem! ;(

Silly boyfriend was so sweet, received his call after i tweet, Showing him attitude due to not going for operation, he scolded me for being so stubborn and wants looks but not going for operation. 

And sillyboy dad step on the glass of perfume! Poor him, get well soon! (:

Worry about sillyboy now, i'm sorry if i control you too much, ;(

You are just awesome! Being a good boyfriend, pamper me, i just loved the way you are.

Thanks for the dinner my dear, it's nice and delicious my dear, just that the rice too hard, i'm still waiting for other day for you to cook for me to eat yah my dear.

I enjoyed myself today, thankyou! 

Its the one & only you that I wanna cherish . ♥

I hope i'm making a right choice & decision.

Getting more & more crazy each day, hearing so much negative problem! I'm scared, i really don't know what to do, i'm speechless, can someone tell me! ;(

I give school a miss today, went to meet my silly guy today, meeting him at 8.

End up, spam call his phone, 20 several calls, meet him at 12.

Went to accompany him, cook instant noodle for him before we went out.

Went to grandma house first, and home sweet home.

Reached home, dad ask me to go see doctor, called boyfriend back, 

And he accompany me to see doctor, 2days MC.

Went home, have instant noodle with family.

I shall headed to bed now, medicine make me feel dizzy.

My dearest boyfriend is sick now due to me spreading my sickness to him, get well soon my silly dumb boyfriend, <3

Don't take me for granted.

;(

I'm going to give school a miss tomorrow, 

Accompany mum to amk hub today to meet aunt with brother, have our lunch at food court, and walked around, bought lunch back for dad & home sweet home.

Reached home at 4 plus, took some nap.

And around 7, have dinner at 684 coffeeshop.

Went home after dinner,

Gonna meet my silly guy tomorrow, it's been three days didn't meet him already.

See how sincere and sweet guy is he:

First, this silly guy asked me to see my twitter, immediately when to see, i was shocked & surprised,

I really never expect yah.

You are already so tired & yet you still think of this way, 

You really pamper me too much.

I really hope that, you will still do the same way and things won't change when i accept you my dear,

It's today i'm giving you the chance, i mean it,i'm touched by you.

Don't disappoint me yah my dear, iloveyou,

twentysixseptembertwentyeleven,

You are just awesome, <3

I'm still down with flu & cough.

Thank mummy for taking care of me! <3

Have been lying on bed the whole afternoon, till evening time, went to hougang mall with parents & brother for dinner.

Went out with pale face & tiring,walked home.

Home sweet home at 9 plus.

Finally received call from love! 

My dearest silly guy, 

I didn't meet you for two days already, i should understand that you are busy working and i shouldn't think too much. I'm sorry for this morning nonsense. You are already so tired working for this few days and yet i'm talking craps to you. Making you angry and upset over it. I don't mean it.You pamper me so much and yet i'm doing this to you, i'm sorry.

I really thought you are leaving me soon, but you didn't.

You are awesome my dear, i'm waiting for you to end work my dear! <3

I remember you singing this song to me and even asked me to remember this song when i'm starting to think nonsense.

Yes i did my dear, listening to this song for several times today.

(Forever and always)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xC9QuACymfc&feature=related

Wishing Upon The Stars*

Thanks for the love & care you showing to me.

 Iloveyou, (:

I doesn't know next second, next minutes and next day what will happened to me, all I know is I have to treasure my loved ones and days and be a happygirl everyday! (;

Give school a missed today & rotting at home to sleep.

Went grandma's house to have lunch, and mrt down to work place,

Worked at TOYOTA SHOWROOM at redhill.

Ended work, home sweet home.

Bused home and took me one hour to reached home.

Have instant noodles for dinner.

Didn't message much with love today, busy working! ):

Fall sick at this timing, and i'm hoping that you will text me, but you never! ):

You are busy working, and nobody taking care of me. ):

 Flu and cough please go awayy!'I'm dying soon! 

Didn't meet love today! 

Today just not my day, i'm so tiring. i need your shoulder to lean on.

I'm thinking tooo much?! I'm scared. ):

Started school with sorethroat & flu!!

Went to school today as usual, ended at 2 plus.

Rushed back home to prepare & went to sibao's house.

Have some food at her house & rushed down to hougang mall to meet lina.

Mrt down to raffles place, meet cousin there.

And off to workz.

Have a hard time finding the venue of the place, 

Reached the venue, have lunch, and start working.

Worked from 4.30-9.30pm.

Ended work, walked down to Marina Bay mrt to meet my silly guy,

So sweet of him coming to fetch me after work.

He is so tired and yet he don't complain, wanted to meet me and just send me home.

So took mrt back home, and while i'm on phone with someone, he took a picture of us together.

 So cute of him right. Hehehe!
I hope you will hold my hand tightly and walked down this up & down path with me.

You dote me no matter what matter, what i want, you will try to get for me.

And even fetch me after work without me asking you or telling you.

I loved the way you pamper me with love & dote. 

I love the way of being dote by people around me.

Treat me like a princess & i love you.

I'm gonna get myself a new necklance and shopping on saturday! ^^

Flea market. ^^

Happygirl! :)

School ended at 2pm today, going over to grandma house with a tired & hungryyy look.

Have lunch at her house & headed home after that.

Went over to sibao's house, planning to go for celebration. 

Ended up went to NEX.

Walked around, time pass fast.

Back to hougang at 8 plus.

My silly guy working today and yet he want to meet me even though he is tired. 

Poor him have to walk over to come meet me.

And he surprise me with sticky.

Awesome much, loveyou.

He is so tired & yet he cabbed down to Clarke just to buy sticky for me.

It was a big surprised for me! <3

I'm glad to have you in my life, you are awesome.

You have been making my day great for the past few days.

Don't take me for granted, loveyou.

I'm just hoping for something!
 Happygirl95!^^

HAPPYBIRTHDAY TOH SI BAO! ^^

School is getting boring this few days, 

I'm left with 13 days.

Ended school already, went to grandma house for lunch,

back home after that.

Took a nap, after that meet this silly guy on top of the picture for dinner.

Walked to hougang point to meet him, and bused to chomp chomp for dinner.

This silly guy keep doing one cute action making me keep smiling the whole night,

He order so much of delicious food and intro me nice food at there, thanks for the dinner! 

After that, have frolick yogurt for dessert.

He is making me fall in love with it already, hehe!
After that, walked around,and bused back to hougang.

And he send me home.

Thanks for the giving me a enjoyable night today with you! (:

I don't ask for much, i just want a person to dote me more and love me.

i want to be a blessed girl in this world.

Is a happy thing that people dote you and treasure what you have before regretting.

It's all takes time.

Doctor told me that i will be having operation next month,

Prepared for the worst part.

I knew it for sure, how i wish i have someone beside me.

I ruin everything myself.

I can't blame anyone but myself.

So now, i'm only left with friends & family.

I am just gonna study and earn money,

Working this thursday & friday as waitress with cousin & lina.

Excited much!

Shall headed to bedz now,

lunch tomorrow at grandma house. 

^^

Time pass fast, tomorrow going to ttsh to see my report,

Hopefully everything it's alright and i won't need to go for any operation.

I'm gonna give myself two breaks before finding another job.

Meet me up people for lunch,dinner or shopping! ^^

How i wish i have a boyfriend now! 

I need your love.

But sometimes i think it's better to be alone.

What i want now is to enjoy my life.

We can't predict future, that's for sure.

School tomorrow again,

I ended work today, went home with tiring mood.

Menses cramp making my mood change,

Talked to grandma with rude tone on phone, including parents talking to me i use vent anger to talked to them.

Didn't went dinner with them, called grandma to apologized to her, and she forgiven me,

Gonna cook delicious lunch for me tomorrow! 

I love you my family and grandma! (:

Finally last day of work tomorrow, so tiring.

And guess what, at this timing i'm still awake. Probably, too excited for tomorrow,

I shall post about today, work full day. 

Bee hoon for lunch bought from mama!

And have instant noodle for dinner when i reached home.

The day before.

School as usual, friday.

Went to grandma house for lunch, went home.

Headed to meet him, and home sweet home at 8 plus.

;)

I just loved the way you are! (:

Another boring day in school, i'm left with 19 days in school.

Deduct weekends i'm left with 12 days in school. I'm just hoping that exam can pass fast and i can find a job soon, earn more money & get whats i'm hoping for.

I can't wait for time to pass. 

So shall talked about today, 

As usual, school ended late on thursday & friday,

Have assembly talk today, walked to bus-interchange with desiree, 

And headed to grandma house for lunch,

My adorable cousin is sick, So accompany her awhile and went home after lunch,

Around 5 plus, meet that silly on top of the picture at compass point.

He bloody make me wait for him for one hour, 

Lucky i managed to find things to do and walked around.

Waited for him at walked out from school take him so long,

So walked around when he reached, have cupwalker mik tea! :)

After that, went to void-deck slack, 

Bused home after that, bought dinner home for parents.

And i cooked instant noodle for myself.

Offically gonna be free in two days time! ;)

I can't wait to quit! 

I'm gonna earn more money and be a happygirl everyday! ^^

 

School was so boring, i'm left with 29 days to N'level.

And i went school today just for three lesson, 

Was sleeping almost all lesson.

It's was raining and whether is so shiok to sleep.

I'm seriously just hoping not to go everyday and just wait till N'level paper.

30th of september will be the last of school for me! ^^

So ended school today,bused home, went to prepare, 

Grandma house for lunch and headed to bus-stop.

Hopped on the bus that carol was in, went to bugis.

Went to pray first and off to bugis street.

Went to bought slippers first, i didn't spend much.

Saving money now! ^^

After that, went to funan, walked there.

And took bused down to kk hospital to visit her.

Home sweet home @ 9 plus.

Dinner at home! (:

 On phone with derrick! ^^

I'm gonna sleep early, and try to stayed at home everyday to save money! ^^

Wishing upon the star*

Just reached home not long, went to school just for one paper.

CPA Practical is so easy, but i got no confident to get full marks but a passed! ^^

I'll try my best to pass all my exam, excluding math.

So ended at 9.30, can't released so send to special room, phone was kept with teachers, as half of my other classmate is having paper.

So released us at 10.30.

Home sweet home, went to Nex to sign my leaving form from work next week,

mrt down to kk hospital, Was with her till 8 plus,

Bused home and dinner at home.

A short post before going to sleep,

I'm staying at home the whole day to due rashes illness, went for an injection.

Waited for mum to buy back dinner for me,

Hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.

Gonna have exam tomorrow, and decided to go out alone tomorrow! (:

Let nature take it's course! (:

Give work a missed as i woke up today with scary look, eyes swollen and rashes all over!
Immediately, give my in-charge a call and letting them know that i can't come to work as i'm sick.

Went to CHUA clinic at house near-by as my family clinic didn't open!
Brother accompany me to see doctor, cost me $31! Heart pain!*

Gonna earn back the money! :D

Buy breakfast home, and resting at home the whole day.

Sleep, eat, use laptop!
Mum bought back lunch for me, have medicine, sleep again.

Dinner fried rice! (Y)

Apply lotion & medicine again!

Gonna give school as miss tomorrow, as i'm having paper on tuesday! ^^

Mum say if tomorrow, i'm not feeling well, Go polyclinic to have injection!
I remember when i'm having injection that time when i'm injured, you are the one who are there to hold me and let me not scared of the pain.

I miss you my dear, ):

Shall headed to bed now! ^^

I'm having rashes right now & eyes damn red and itchy! ):

What's wrong with me..

Just ended work not long, working tomorrow again, im soon gonna quit! ^^

Time please pass fast tomorrow,

Gonna sleep nowz.

And Happybirthday to Alnin tan.

(:

Two more weeks to go before quitting job.

Anyone can intro me job that can let me work for weekends only or maybe weekday starting from 20th!? Add me on facebook to tell me or follow me on twitter! ^^

Today, have breakfast first, and went to grandma house awhile.

Meet derrick at hougang 805, then walked to hougang mall to get my stuff.

Walked back to hougang plaza, accompany him to find his friend at plaza, and he played few rounds billard. Went back hougang mall, have subway cookies!^^

Thanks for the cookies & comb! ^^

Bused home next & 7pm went amk hub with parents. Meet aunt,cousin @ there.

Went to amk central for dinner & KOI HONEYMILKTEA! (L)

Then went to NTUC to get some groceries,

Have some drink before going home!

Home sweet home @ 10 plus.

Working tomorrow,shall off to bedz now. 

(L)

 

  It's such a tiring day today, woke up early to wake a dumbdumb to go for school.

Then went opposite coffee-shop to accompany parents for breakfast.

Vegetarian bee-hoon! (Y)

Then went home to rest and went to shower @ 12.

Bused down to Amk with mum & mrt down to novena.

Tan Tock Seng appointment @ 2.30pm! Went it's my turn, went in, doctor was indian. 

Explain to him, and the worst part come, and the worst day ever.

Put a scope through my nose! The pain it's hurt.

And wanted to poke needle on my neck! ):

Asked me go out and wait outside room 6.

Nurse took the injection on my hand, freaking drop tears.

How i wish i can have you back to hold my hand again, like how i admitted to hospital that time. Told mum to give you a call, but well, i guess you won't answer.

Back to the room, have injection on my neck, no feeling at all?!? Doctor still praise that i'm a brave girl! :D

Nurse are more worst than doctor?!? Thumbs up! ^^

Waiting for medical report to be out next week, have to go back on the 19th.

And doctor will announce whether i should go for a operation.

Total bill 100 dollar over! Mum is paying for me, dad nagging non-stop! ><

Will you come and visit me??!

Let me know if you still love me. (:

Went to have Kfc with mum at Novena & Bused back to hougang to meet dad @ 631 coffeeshop.

Home sweet home next.

Gonna have dinner tomorrow with family, and it's soon weekends.

I'm left with two weeks to end my work! 

Happygirl! ^^

Well, i shall post about today. I was almost late for English paper today,

Reached there @ 7.55 and my paper started @ 8am.

Two paper today, in a mess, i hope i will pass yah! 

Finish exam @ 11.40, bused down to grandma house for lunch.

Finished lunch, home sweet home.

Went home shower, went to meet ruiwen first and headed down to amk hub to meet ong ting, And first, reached there, deposit cash first, and KOI bubble tea.

HONEY MILK TEA! <3

Then headed to cotton on, accompany ruiwen to buy her School shoe, and a friendship band gift from her. 

After that, went arcade to cam-whore and headed down to ntuc to meet parents and aunt.

Meet them, and ruiwen and ong ting went sengkang.

Have some light food at kopitiam, home sweet home @ 6 plus.

At 8pm, walked to avenue 8 for dinner, 

Home sweet home @ 10 plus.

Doctor appointed at ttsh. Mum is gonna accompany me, i wish you are beside me! ):

I hope everything will be alright! (: