I'm sorry,

 Why aren't i giving a chance to explain?!And do you trust me?!
It's true that one-two month is honeymoon times when couple got together,third-six month arguement!

After six months together,everything will be alright~

I believe baby and I will go through those times together & last forever.

School as normal & ended school @ 1 plus.

Went home change,meet baby after that,went to find him @ 2 plus.

Have a big arguement with him this time round,

I hope he will forgive me,i don't mean it.

I willing to do anything for the sake of you,i know it's my fault.

Please don't show me cold shoulder & ignoring me!
I will be miserable! I promise you there be another time.

There's always two girls there for me no matter what trouble i have met or unhappiness,

Thanks sibao & carol always be there for me when i'm in down.

I love you both!

More beancurd & walked home together yah! <3

On phone with my babyboy now,

he is so hyper active now,singing songs non-stop.

My baby is so cute, hehe!

So went school as normal,have lesson till 1.20!Went to mall after that,headed home straight after went to find friends.Bused home with eunice,went home first.

Went to grandma house to have lunch.Took nap @ there till 5 plus!
Home sweet home @ 6.30!

Went to avenue 8 with carol & went sibao's house after that

10pm,went to have beancurd for dessert! 

And bought chickenwing while walking home!(:

Home sweet home @ 11.30!^^

Gonna have school tomorrow,

gonna leaves good impression since it's last year of school in Holy Innocents' high school.

Shall listen to my babyboy words.

it's you and me against the world ♥

Well,shall start talk about my day for today,

first day of school,kinda bored.

Meet classmate for breakfast & walked to school together,the usual last group!
A new classmate,joey!She came to join us in our class!

 So didn't have much lesson today,just English lesson & ended school @ 12.30!
Went to grandma house for lunch,went home took a nap & off to work at 4pm!

70 MORE DAYS TO N'LEVEL!))):

My sweet boyfriend came to fetch me today, so sudden of him!Love him so much!

I like the way that my boyfriend come fetch me.

After so tired & seeing your loves one fetching you from work,the feeling was unexplainable.

Thankyou bi,you never failed to be there for me when i need you,

i will wait for you till your NS finish.

I will wait,no matter how long,i believe waiting for you will be my biggest wish now.

 I will be the kitten come there just waiting for the day you ORD.

Iloveyou,

My dearest boyfriend is now studying outside with his friend for exam!

Wish him all the best on tuesday!^^

Planned to meet him today after work,but plan fail!

Blame me who say wanted to meet my friend & ended up he don't want me go find him!)=

So carol accompany to avenue 8 to have my lunch!
After that, meet her friend awhile.

Accompany them to hougang plaza, seeing them play pool!
7 bused down to sibao's house,her sweet boyfriend help me buy dinner!

Punggol nasi lemak!^^

After that, home sweet home @ 9pm!

Went to have beancurd for supper!^^

Walked home & reach home @ 11.30pm!
School tomorrow & meeting my friends for breakfast before going school!^^

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN!

DARREN CHIEN WEI JIE!:D

HE LIKES TO HANG AROUND WITH MALAY PEOPLE!^^

INCLUDING HIS GIRLFRIEND IS MALAY!
ENJOY YOUR BIG DAY!:D

 

I miss my babyboy.wilsonsohweisheng.

On phone with him now! :)

Work as normal today & tomorrow gonna work till 2pm! 

Gonna plan where to go tomorrow! Last day of enjoying before schools reopen!

Pathetic shit, i haven't enjoy my holiday yet!

Not much time to accompany my dearest baby!

I gonna work less and make more time for him!

Forever my dearest boyfriend, iloveyou! (:

What a boring day today,

Went to grandma house to have lunch!Have a nap there!
Went over to carol's house,waited for ilana to finish preparing.

Off to hougang mall after that.

Went to pasar palam to buy some food,

headed back to hougang!

Went to slack awhile,home sweet home @ 12am!

On phone with baby now!
Working tomorrow & left two days to school reopen.

I'm feeling down now,why can't my parents understand me?!

I already sixteen this year i know what am i doing,

I once met a guy that treated me bad,whats wrong if i now met a guy that is good to me and i want to treasure him well enough and you as a mum treating me like this?!
It's so unfair.

What i want,i will always aim for it.

This is my character.

Why can't my mum just like her sister have a positive thinking!

Mum,among all my cousin & your children,i guess i the only one starting to work @ first place.

I know what am i doing,whats wrong & correct.

Why can't i just go with my boyfriend & his family?!
I believe things will be getting better.

God bless me! :)

I love my boyfriend,

14032011! (:

What a tiring day today,reached home @ 12 plus.

Meet my dearest girls,anna & bing!

We meet up on mrt around 1 plus!So we headed down to vivo city!
Went to Nokia centre to fixed my phone first,but can't be able to fixed.

So we went to PARTY WORLD to enjoy ourself!

We went in @ 2 plus!
Sing for 4 hours plus!It's quite worth it!
Free one cup of drinks & there snacks too!

Enjoyed ourselves & sing till we high!

I almost no voice & having sorethroat!

So after that,went back to hougang to have our dinner!
Went to kopitiam to have our dinner!Went to shops after that!

Sales @ cotton on is rox man! I swear in future i gonna wait till sales time then shop @ cotton on!Just one top cost $7.5 now on sales & i bought 2 for 30 when they aren't having sales! 

After that,went to pasar palam also!

Meet carol after that @ kovan bean curd!:D

One last day to enjoyed tomorrow! 

And will be working on weekends!)):
I'm sorry my dear baby,can't go fishing with your parents & i can't take off!
3 months agreement!

Hope you understand love!(:

Didnt meet you for two days already!SIlly baby,skip your dinner today!

Gonna smack your butt!:D

Wo ai ni!
:D

School reopen soon! 

Went shopping with carol today, both of us is half dead!No mood to cam-whore just focused on shopping!
I bought a couple tee shirt for baby & myself! 

The shirt is orange color, so in loved with it!
Hope baby will like it when he see it! (:

Have dinner @ grandma house 

&&&

Tomorrow gonna meet anna & bing!

Off to bedz now!
(L)

Just reached home not long ago!Finally back home & went to airport today to fetch parents back!^^

Have our dinner @ changi aiport t3!

Meet carol @ 10 plus to have our beancurd!^^

Well,i stayed @ baby's house for two days!I hope he enjoyed himself this two days when i'm with him! (L)
Baby's house is like a hotel! So enjoyable & i hope to stayed by baby's side!
A little bit not used to stay @ home now, gosh!
What am i thinking?! ><

School holiday is ending soon! 6 more days & 100 days to my N'level!

I will just try my very best to do well!

So slacked with carol & chit-chatting!Gonna upload our last few years picture & current!^^

People please comment in my tagboard!Thankyou!^^

 

Past

Present!^^

I guess there is a big difference yah! Times flies! 

All of us change & now busy with relationship!

We used to call one another,ah gong,ah toot,ah dai!

HAHA!

Forever love!(:

Boy,you're my everything!

It's 3 am now! And my baby is beside me now! I'm at his house now using iPad to blog! So cool yah! Big and clear enough, well my baby now is watching pokemon video & enjoying eating snacks! So today my day was working full shift and end work at 10 plus! Went home to shower and wait for baby to come fetch me! So he cab down and went to his house! Bring his dog out to have a walk and went back at 12 plus! Have to trouble his mum to bring his dog to the kitchen as baby's dog see strangers will bark non-stop! And partly is I'm afraid of dogs too!): gonna accompany baby's for two days as recently I got no time to accompany him and I'm busy working! Parents is now in Thailand enjoying with brother and my relatives! Will be back on tuesday and I'm going to airport to fetch them!(: gonna end here and accompany my baby! Hehe! (L)

I finally meet my babyboy today,though it's just two-three hours,i'm already contented!

Have work today,while having break times,give baby a call! Asked him some stupid question,as recently i feel that we are drifting apart.

I cried two times today,cried badly while i called aunt!That's terrible!

I'm sorry,i haven't did my part as a girlfriend,keep working!

Give me three months,i will plan my time wisely can accompany you baby!

Iloveyou.

On phone with baby now,gonna have work tomorrow too! ))):

Can't wait to meet my girls on 23rd! :D

This picture quite long already!><

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!:D

Thanks daddy for supporting me this 16 years & never give up on me!I have the similar character & attitude with you dad & lucky i can think back & change,i do believe in miracle!

People around me always tell me that "your dad dote you the most among all your siblings".

And i believe till now i realised it's true,whatever rubbish i want or things that i wanted,dad always give me the best thing i want!

Dad,you are awesome!
I love you! (: 

Just reached home not long ago have my dinner with carol!

Meet her after work, 

Saw my useless uncle while i'm waiting for bus,my aunt called me & asked me to follow behind him.

So silly of me did it,

And guess what people, my boyfriend is angry @ me now!

I don't know why & i'm dropping tears @ this time round!I hate the feeling!
I hope you know what i mean if you happened to see my blog,

You'll never know how much you mean to me,whatever i say is no use,

People always tell me during 3,4,5 & 6 months relationship,is like this.

Its true,we are facing it now! I hope we can endure this relationship!

While i'm still waiting for your call,but still no calls @ all!
Tsk,i'm gonna sleep now people!Working full shift tomorrow from 10.30-10.30!

Pathatic shyt!

Off to bedz now, nights people! (L)

I'm back to post again,just reached home not long ago!Went to meet sibao & carol today,

Woke up @ aorund 10 plus,parents went off to airport themselves as i wouldn't wake up on time & send them!So when they flying off,give us a call!

After that,brother went out & i go out too!

FInish doing my stuff,meet carol first,thought of going ang mo kio hub!

Ended up bought my lunch & went to find sibao! Watched show & around 4 plus,went to hougang mall to shop awhile.

Sibao bought her stuff & went to masar palam when we going back!After that,watched show till 10pm,headed down to eat bean curd @ kovan! Bought it back to 644 coffeeshop to eat!
Home sweet home @ 12 plus!

On phone with my babyboy now, miss him so much!

Gonna have work tomorrow from 1.30-10.30!

Catch me @ heartland mall people!

Gonna sleep now! 

(L)

On phone with my babyboy now!He is such a bully,keep making me jealous over what he is eating for supper!

I can't see supper, i must diet! For the sake of pretty,endure is the best thing i should do now!

I gonna go on diet from tomorrow onwards!

Went to school as normal,have lunch with parents,

Took some nap!Went down to amk hub outside some shop to have my pedicure done with aunt!

After that,8 plus, dinner @ grandma house as uncle & co coming!
Around 10 plus, homesweethome!Aunt coming my house while uncle chit-chatting @ grandma house!
They went off @ 11 plus!
Parents & youngest brother going Thailand for 6 days!

Shall planned for myself this 6 days & dad only give me $30 for 6 days allowance!
Gonna work on friday,saturday & sunday! ))):

Ended here!
I miss my babyboy! We haven't meet up for quite sometimes yah!

Happy advanced birthday to the picture on top beside me!^^

Went to her chalet today, her birthday coming this saturday!

Aunt's & cousin asking me why never bring baby along, i was like saying he @ home having dinner! I promised next outing gonna bring baby along with me!^^

And this birthday girl was asking me this in chinese:Jiejie,you & your boyfriend very long liaoo hor! My reply was, today our 3 month ley! She was like saying,why never bring him come?! I reply her,he @ home having dinner & i come for the sake of your birthday if not i not gonna come! Her reply was, aww,i'm so touched!(:

So cute of her ahh!

So today plan was, went to school as usual! Went off @ 11 plus, back home! Took a nap & went down to downtown east @ 4 plus!Chat,play & cam-whore!

Home sweet home @ 11 plus!

Didnt meet baby for 3-4 days already! Wondering will he miss me?!? :(

Parents going to Thailand for 6 days!How am i gonna survive?!
Shall updates more tomorrow!

My silly baby is not back home yet!Gonna wait for his call & off to bed! 

Gonna go school tomorrow!
(L)

 

Happy 3rd month anniversary my dear! 

Thanks for being such a caring boyfriend towards me!Get me whatever thing i want & never let me down!I'm sorry for not being a good girlfriend for this three month!You're the best boyfriend i ever had!

I loveyou!

Haven't been meet carol for several months for shopping!So meet up with her today,went to bugis for shopping!Ended up she bought nothing & me myself bought a Bermudas for Baby & myself bought two shops & one highwaist shorts!

Sales now! Gonna meet-up with my girls for shopping!^^

Shop till 8 plus! Bused down to hougang mall! Nothing much food for dinner!

So bused back to hougang ave 8 644 coffee shop to have our dinner.Finish dinner went to void-deck slack & camwhore!^^

Home sweet home @ 12.20!

Reached home called baby!

Now on phone with him now!Baby say gonna bring me to underwater world on thursday!^^

Hope its true & everything will be fine!

I love you! (:

It's 1am now & i'm just awake!

Poor baby must have called me several of times and my phone is off!He is angry @ me now!!)):

Hope to receive his messages tomorrow or in the middle of the night!

First day of Giordano was not bad! People there are friendly!

I'm working on friday,saturday & sunday!(:

Holiday is just left with two weeks!!))):

Time past too fast!!And soon 2 more days to our 3 months!(:
Gonna end here & off to sleep already!

I love you, wilson soh! (:

Finally watch Kung Fu Panda 2 with baby & his friend @ Nex today!

We watch our show @ 10.30pm! So ended @ 12am! And took bus back home as there is only left with some buses left since it's already midnight.

My poor baby have to send me home before going home,so he accompany us bused back to hougang,walked home & from my house there cabbed home.

So sweet of him! (L)

So today i rotted @ home the whole day till 6 plus meet baby on bus with his friend.Gonna work tomorrow @ heartland mall! Catch me there people!

I want a Polaroid camera badly!!))):

i have a caring boyfriend that dote on me with care & love, 

3 more days my dear baby!

Wo aii ni!

You are my reason,for everything!♥

 Went back to school as normal till 12 & headed back home!
Went to meet ruiwen, she accompany me down to mac person for a interview,

and guess what people! I'm being hired by Giordano!^^

There's term & conditions! Have to obey their rules & worked for their company for 3 months!^^

Wish me good luck on Sunday! Will be working @ heartland mall!

Hope tomorrow i called back their company to cancel my schedule time on Sunday will be approve!
After that,went to meet ongting & lina at hougang mall.

Went to wait for baby @ hougang plaza opposite bus-stop!Went to his friend house awhile & headed down to 327 coffee shop to have dinner!

Curry fish head for dinner with baby!(L)
I love my baby so much,he never fails to dote me & pamper me with love,hehe! 

Finish eating went to slack awhile with his friend,walked to hougang MacDonald & slack till 11 plus.

Baby took cab & send me & his friend home.

(L)

It's such a boring day without working today & yet my boyfriend is not beside me when i needs him.I feels like we are drifting apart though we meet-up!But still there aren't sweet memories together. No longer sweet messages,receive call from you everyday.Its no longer the same.Should i change myself?!

Woke up early went to school as normal for DNT coursework!

specially thanks Mr tan & those teacher who helped me out with my design! 

One of the teacher today is damn cute, he asked other class what's my name when i go off & i overheard them & i turn back he complain to some student & Mr tan that i yesterday say goodbye to him when i go off but today not even! So cute of that teacher! HAHA!
Went back home @ 12pm! Home to take some nap & have lunch with parents!
After that, went to grandma house to wait for god-sister!

It been two years i never meet this lady beside me! Miss her alot!
She met alot of upset thing within this two year! 

A brand new month starts this month for her!Hope everything went smooth for you ahh! Forget the past & cherish your future,i will always be there for you no matter what! (L)

After that, meet her @ hougang macdonald then bought dinner for brother!

Meet sibao after that, home sweet home @ 10pm!
Have instant noodles for dinner with family!(:

I will change..

 

What a tiring day today,went to school in the morning.

In school from 9-12pm!

After that,went home to change & headed down to tai seng to meet bi!

After that, cabbed down to UBI as we doesn't know how to bused there.

So after that, reached UBI, Bi top up his card & bused back to his house.

Have lunch @ his house downstairs food court!
Have been giving him stress this few days,

I won't be a naughty girlfriend anymore.

I will change.. No more things about guys!
After that, went to his house till 6 plus! Bused home!

Have dinner with parents @ 684 coffeshop!

Then after that went to sibao's house to meet her & carol!

Have dumpling & fried prawns cooked by her mum! At her house till 12am Home sweet Home!

Bi, i know you doesn't like me to work,i will be a good girlfriend & listen to you.

I won't let today thing happened again.

When you ignore me,i drop tears! I was afraid that you gonna leave me behind & i'm scared when you shouted @ me! ):

I don't like the way you shouted @ me, is fierce & scary!I don't want you to contact other girls while other guy contact me,i know you are angry & jealous when other guys flirt with me or text me. I will feel the same way when others girl do it the way.

Let's let our relationship be a most memorable memories together! 

(L)

Didnt went work today! As my dearest bi fell down while he was on his way to school!

Can't go work as my bi was injured! So i told the in-charge i have somethings on so everything settle! Was in school from 8-10am! Went home & waited for bi to end school!(:
Around 3 plus, went to find him! Walked to his brother's office! At there till 6 plus!

After that, his parents came & went home together as bi putting things @ home! 

Have dinner outside! Slack till 10 plus bi cab me home!(:

I met a pervert guy today called me pretty girl and chase after me while i was walking & in school uniforms. Not being BHB, But i'm only person there! 

It's damn scary, i need bi's hug everyday before sending me home please!

 I want the sweet memories everyday my dear, will you!?

I want ur kisses everyday & goodnight message!

I'm scared!)):

It's sweet to hear your guy say " that's my girl. " ♥

dearest boyfriend, frankly speaking you don't want me work is it!? I want know the truth, my dearest boyfriend want me support me if i'm not going to work.

Ask me not to work & he will pays me salary! Aww, i don't know its it true or not yah! I'm touched by you bii, you really dote me alot.

No words can describe the way you treat me.

Great singapore sales now!

I haven't go for my shopping! i so wanted a gucci wallet plus Victoria secret bag! Oh my god! Dammit!))): 

Have work from 10-6.30 @ nanyang polytechic!

Knows some friends there, people there are friendly!

I didnt went for break at all! I wanted to endure till the end!
Ended work, bused down to meet boyfriend.

Meet him @ usual place with his friend.

Have cup noodles for my dinner!^^

Have a conversation between boyfriend doesn't like about their girlfriend

& 

girlfriend doesn't like about their boyfriend.

I promise i will be a understanding girlfriend from today onwards, won't be stopping my boyfriend from playing DOTA Games!
BEAR THIS IN MIND BI,

Whatever you doesn't like the way i do or you doesn't like me to work, i willing to change & stop! For the sake of you.

I love you.

My boyfriend is so cute! 



Will be working @ sengkang tomorrow @ metro! Catch me there people!^^
Hope bi will come fetch me!!(:
(L)

Gonna start work tomorrow and will be working for one whole week! Working @ nanyang polytechnic tomorrow, i'm so nervous to go there tomorrow as i doesn't know anyone there! Work from 10-6.30pm i guess?!? Gonna meet bi after that! He gonna have lesson tomorrow in the afternoon!

Slept till 11 plus today, what a good weather today, so have facial appointment @ 12.30! Went facial with mum! Finish facial headed down to ang mo kio hub to meet uncle and aunty!

Have lunch with them & bought lunch for dad & brother! Took a nap after that! Meet bi after that!

Like a happy only, finally meet my dearest bi today! 

Just two to three hours i already very glad, i miss him alot.

He ask me this question on cab: Meet me today, happy ah?! 

My reply was like: Of course ah bi, though its just a few hours but still whenever i see you, i will be happy. Though your words sometimes are too much, but still you are always my bii.

So what if you are still in one piece like you say, but still without meeting you for three days i already miss you.

I swear i gonna diet, two meals per days.

My this silly boyfriend dote on me alot, whatever thing i wants he always get for me, he just tolerating my irritating nonsense, hehe!♥

I have a cute boyfriend that doesn't like me to work.

I know you are upset about what i have done past few days, i promise you there won't be next time.I'll be going home straight after work if we got no time to meet-up!

I want a call from you everyday.

I feel sad whenever you told me just now, not to meet up whenever i have work, i just don't like the way.

I thought you will pick me up whenever i have work, but still..

No matte what it is.. you are always in my heart.

"In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life."

 

Finally off work!^^

It's so tiring to stand for 8 hours but afterall, this new job is still so slacking!^^

Didnt meet baby again,he is super angry about me!!

He always say this:I nagged to him how tired i am whenever i end work and meet him, but today i have the strength to meet other guys.

Bear this in mind bi, i'm always yours.

I know what i'm doing, i just meet-up with some friends as you ignore me!!

I don't like the way, i'm upset for three days and dropping tears for three days!

You bear to see me like this!!))):

Went to meet aminah,alnin,ben and one of her friend for dinner!
Thank ben & alnin for the treat! ^^

You'll never know how much you mean in my heart.

10 more days to our 3rd month!

I love wilsonsoh! ^^

Gonna start my new job tomorrow @ Chinatown peoplepark! 

Catch me there people!^^

Worked from 12.30-9.30pm!

 Didnt meet my baby today, he gonna go school tomorrow for exam! 

Wish him all the best! ♥

 So went to grandma house today to helped her out with steamboat stuff as we gonna have dinner @ her house to celebrate her birthday! 

Around 2 plus, went to hougang mall with her to buy some stuff.

Home sweet home after that, to have some nap first!

Went to her house @ 9pm for dinner.

Home Sweet Home @ 12am!

(L)

Don't take me for granted.

If one day i choose to ignore or walked away, means i'm running out of time and tired of everything.

All i could say is i'm sorry bi.

I'm afraid that you will leave me, i don't wish to lost you. I don't mean to slap you, its all happened because of you saying wrong things cursing yourself. Do you know how much i feel? I can feel how jealous you are whenever there is guys talking to me. 

I won't flirt around and my heart is all belongs to you.

Please trust me, wishing upon the star* 

Didnt went to school for coursework.

Woke up @ 10 plus, give bi a morning call as he got school today. He see wrong time-table and lucky didnt reach school.

So meet him on bus 74, went to hougang interchange to change bus to ubi.

Bi went to sign-up for car license. Went to find his parents first and bused to that place.

Went to his house after that, around 6 plus, Home Sweet Home.

Dropping tears!!))))):

30th of may

 HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY BABY! HOPE YOU ENJOYED UR DAY!

ME LOVE YOU LOADS!

WILL ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED. ITS A PROMISE I MADE TO YOU.

I WILL KEEP MY PROMISES.

AII NI! MUACKKS!

 

Finally i'm back from baby chalet last night, and i'm back to post today.

Went to school for English oral today & i'm freaking lazy to get out from my bed, dad just spam called me and wake me up. And prepare to go out. Reached school @ 9.50.

I thought i was late, supposed to reached @ 9.45.Slightly late but still everything its alright. Finished oral & home sweet home.

After that,went to find bi.

Went home @ around 3 plus and he cabbed down to find his friend.Waited for aunt to come find me & around 7 plus went to airport to fetch my brother.

Around 9 plus, went to grandma house!Going school tomorrow for DNT!

First day of chalet:

Went to meet baby and his friend @ hougang kangkar mall.

Have lunch & bused down to downtown east. Went to get our keys and rest in the room when we took our key. Watch show & play cards!After that, one of his friend went to help us buy KOI!

KOI on the first day! Awesome! (Y)

Around 8 plus, have macdonald for dinner.

Finished dinner,went to e hub! Wanted to watch kung fu panda 2 midnight movie. but seats are not enough for us.So headed back to our room! Chit-chat & play cards and watch show!
Didnt sleep much as bi and i letting some of us friend sleep as they have to attend school the next day!

Second day: 

Some of his friend went to take the BBQ food as the person called.

So bi and i sleep till 11 plus & have macdonald value lunch together with his friend.

After that, went to took bi's birthday cake with his friend. 6 plus having BBQ.

Poor bi have to barbeque for his friend and i for the day.

Something happened and i make bi angry.

Around 10 plus, went to took out the cake and walked in front of him and apologised to him.

After that, cut cake and throwing cakes @ each other.

After awhile, continue with our BBQ.

Ended @ around 2 plus.

Have shower and sleep awhile as next day 8 plus booking out.

Poor baby have to attend school next day.

Last day:

Woke up early, booked out @ around 8 plus, reached hougang @ 9. Cabbed back to baby house, have some nap! And lunch with bi and he off to school.

Hope bi love the video and the cardboard that i design.

Hope he enjoyed his 18th birthday.

(L)