I'll always keep you in my heart & never forget about you as i don't wish to forget about you. 5499,iloveyou.
Well,i'm left with 27 weeks to N'LEVEL!):Time flies..
More and more coursework coming, feeling very stress about it.. I need help!): Getting back result soon,I'll never give up.I still want to aim for 3As. Please grant my wishes!(:

Imissthepast!):

I miss you alot, but i can't do anything anymore. I'll always remember 021208 is the day that we are together. But now we no longer contact after i send you that message.I'm hoping for your return though i know you aren't the good guy for me.Is because i truly love you thats why i'm reacting this way.I choose to let you go and now i'm regret.How stupid am i,can't blame anyone but myself.I really do miss the past!):

Yesterday, i fell in love. Today, it feels like a funeral.

I feel much more better without two jobs!The feeling is awesome!^^
Though i stop work but i will never forget i still have work on weekends.I will meanwhile earn abit of cash,better than nothing.After september,time for me to get back to more work again.I'll change job and get a more salery jobs!I'll be 16th on 9th may!(: Bless me that this year will be a unforgettable memories for me,since this year is th last year in Holy Innocents' High School!(: 28 More weeks to N'Level! Cross-country tomorrow,Will be ending school at 11am!Meeting jiashing for breakfast tomorrow at compass point!(:
My illness is getting worse.Chest pain is killing me!):I wish you are beside me now but you are working!): Imissyoualot!): I don't want leave with regrets.I wanna treasure you from now onwards.I'll never forget you.5499(L)

I'm having bad headache again!): More coursework is coming up for me and i'm not prepare yet!): Not much time left. I have to buck up! I'm trying my best to achieve my goals. Study more so that i have better future instead.I believe i can do it is the matter of whether i want to try it out or not!(: Weekends will be th day i'm working and weekdays will be the day i'm studying and accompany my family and my love ones!(:
No shopping for the time being!): Save money and acheive good N level result!(:

"When you feel like falling down, don't give up. Try again."

True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.Everyday i'm contacting you with messages, Not like the past anymore.But just as a friend.I know i have hurt you alot.But after all, you are still the one i want.I can't forget you.I don't wish to forget about you too though i know you aren't the right one for me.I just can't be bother cause i love you.No one can replace you in my heart,5499!): I don't wish to have you back,i just want you to be happy.I'm dropping down tears everyday!): The longest relationship i have and the only guy that can tolerate about me.Thank for giving me so much happy moments with you.I will remember you forever,My love.

11.11,I LOVE YOU.MAKE A WISH WHETHER THE TIME STOP AT 11.11!(:

 

Attend school as usual,i'm afraid i can't pass my cpa!I have to buck up in studies now,out of sudden i forgot what i'm doing today.No stress for myself so that i have faith in what i do.Believe in myself.I want to pass my N'level result.No more skipping school unless there is event or something else.No work=no life.But i can rest more.My voice now is getting softer,I can't shout at all.I'm still sick!):
Gonna sleep soon!Waiting for his text!(:

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"

Fall sick and yet i miss ur hug!): I wish you were by my side every second and every mintues.I miss you!):
Took off and i decided to stop work at ang mo kio for sometimes.N level coming and due to my illness!):

Finally i'm back home!Took early leave today and went to polyclinic to see doctor.I'm given one day mc!Sicksicksick!):I need someone by myself,but its impossible.After that,went to carol house.Wait for ilana to awake.4 plus went down to kk hospital to visit sibao.Went to eat first and waited for her for 3 hours plus.When i see her,my tears drop.I can see that she is suffering.So everyone,please stay in a healthy life.I'm afraid i will have cancer!):
GOD BLESS ME!*
I wish i could!):

Bad day today, school as usual.Nothing happened, but have stupid fire drill!It's so freaking lame!4years and this year is my last year!^^
After school,went to renew my UOB card.And went to 684 j & j to cut my hair!After that, went home.Wanted to go nokia centre to fixed my phone!But i'm kinda lazy!So went down to find my dad and mum instead!Went down to their work place at mjc!Have a arguement with the security guard!Which is a india lady!While we was going out of the school,the security guard went to complain about what just now had happened,and the school OM came to nagged!Please bless nothing will happened tomorrow!After that,went home rest awhile. 8 plus went to kovan to have dinner! Reached home 10 plus!
Tomorrow going shopping with carol and ilana!And visiting toh si bao!Hope she will be alright after tomorrow operation!Pray hard for you!
This year will be a worst year for me!
But please grant my wish! 3AS!

Lonely valentine day today,was working and ended work that time my parents came to fetch me and give me a surprise!I was shocked,Though i doesnt have anyone to celebrate with for valentine day.I still have my parents.Parents are always there for me no matter what happened.I Love my Daddy & Mummy!
Valentine day ending soon in another five mintues! Finally i'm off tomorrow and spending time with parents tomorrow! I saw him today at my shop outside,i feel sad but i can't do anything,i choose to break up first.I can't blame anymore.Let nature take its course! I believe i'm single is a good thing! (:

Just ended work not long ago.Super tiring!):Two days of full day!I need a break.But i need money.Tomorrow th 14th february which is valentine day.I'll be a lonely girl.Busy working.No dates at all!

But i believe i'll be happy.This year first time being alone,but i can't do anything,I choose to leave you.I hope you will be happy and tomorrow you met your princess.School tomorrow!^^

Off to bedz.(L)

I couldn't utter a single word,
I couldn't say anything.
Tears just fall and fall and fall,
Despite how I wish they would stop.

Hey people! Finally 3 days workshop thing has ended.I learn alot of thing from that 3days talk!I have to set a goal so that i can achieve it.What we see is what we get.I also learn that our parents are both a 伟大 person.I love my parents. And well thats all.I want to be single from now onwards. 14th is th valentine day.Lonely valentine day.I believe i choose to leave you is a good choice.Whats the point of me holding on a relationship that i no longer have feeling?!It will only hurts me more.I regret for that being with th one i love for once.My biggest regret.But its all too late.I can't have him anymore.So i choose to be in silent.

I have my reason for hurting my ex.Take it as my karma is back,i can't blame anyone.I just want focused on studies and work!

有一种爱叫做放手
 

为爱放弃天长地久
 

我们相守若让你付出所有
 

让真爱带我走
 

为爱结束天长地久
 

...我的离去若让你拥有所有
 

让真爱带我走说分手
 

为了你失去你
 

狠心扮演伤害你 

为了你离开你 永远不分的离去

One day by one day, i'm falling deep in love with you.
I won't forget you no matter what..
Please don't hurt me if i do so.
Well, today is the starting of the 3days Motivational Workshop thingy !Is so freaking boring can!Sit down there just listen to talks for 14 hours! You people can imagine how is it? Lol.
I promised my mother that this year i will attend all workshop thingg.Won't pon school!Later gonna meet eunice and co for macdonald breakfast! (:
Hope later th workshop thing wont be so boredz again!I'm now working for 5 days only!!^^Monday,thursday and friday,saturday and sunday! (:
I gonna make use of time.
Earn more moneyz!(:
5499!(L)

Happy New Year to everyone!!! (:
Have reunion dinner at aunt's house and went to chinatown! Is freaking crowded and raining heavily!Went there awhile and back to ang mo kio!Have Macdonald for supper and took last bus home!
First day of CNY!
Went to grandma house first then went to pray grandfather and great grandfather.After that,went to yishun to mum's uncle house and went to dad's grandma house!She is cute and she still remember me! She is now 90 Years old!!!^^
After that,back to grandma house for dinner!And went to meet 5499!
And went to his grandma's house!Wanted to watch movie but ticket are sold outt!!):
Second day of CNY!
Went to tampines to find mum friend and off to bedok to visit aunt.After that,went to sengkang whole day till 7.Won 12 bucks went playing blackjack!!(:
After that, went to grandma house for dinner! (:
Have a big arguement with brother and reach home @ 12 plus!
More angbaos tomorrow ahh! (L)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!:D

Sorry people for not posting for quite sometimes,quite lazy to post! And busy buying clothes!Somehow went to shopping.Didnt bought any stuff @ all. Most likely spend money on food and other stuff but not clothes! Kinda shag went i went to bugis, far east and cineleisure.I want to get more angbao this year! Better year, healthy life,achieve good N level result and you! (:

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten,never let it disappear.