Happy new year!!!
                                   A brand new year for everyone 2010{:
                                   Let all the unhappiness be the past
                                       & start all over again,
                             Goodluck in relationship and studies.
                      Treasure your loved ones before you regret!!):
 Today actually working but i'm sick,having slightly fever):Shall elaborate what i have been doing today, Woke up early,went to bath,then went out with mum & cousin,Accompany cousin to her school"Compassvale Secondary school".Went to bought her uniform & books.Took bus 161 & i did alight at the bus-stop whenever i going to his house):
After buying everything,bused down to hougang mall to have lunch,Went to have MacDonald for lunch ,after that bused home.Take a nap @ home,waited for daddy to come back from work,Went to hougang mall again,Lols.Went to bought some groceries,Have dinner @ 805 coffee shop,Awhile more Home Sweet Home.Working tomorrow): Ended here.

This year is different i didnt went to countdown,staying @ home with family to countdown,slightly different without you): I bet you must be enjoying yourself now with girls.Imissyou suddenly,I miss the happy memories we have together,yesturday night,dropping down tears over you,thinking back those things you have say to me,Its hurts):6 days without you is miserable.

Dropping down tears over you,
Wishing upon the stars* 

                                                                               

 

 

                                                     Just come back from family dinner{:
                                                                        Heyheyhey!!
                                                          Jasmine got a new hairstyle{:
                                                               I miss my last time fringe):
                                                      It take me very long to keep so long,
                                                         cant bear to cut it,and now i did it,
                                                   some more is the time when school reopen,Wtf.
                                                                             ):
                                                              Shall elaborate what i have done today,
                                                             Staying @ home the whole day,till 7 plus,
                                               then went to grandma house first,then everybody came,
                                                         go out together to 644 coffee shop,
                                                          to have our dinner.it cost $202.50.Lols.
                                         Chit-chat & eat.After that,i was angry with my dad & uncle,
                                   What the hell.Ask me quit school & they open shop for me to work,
                                              they are mad,I just shout at them say that,i will work
                                                              & study at the same times.
                                                 No one can stop me,and they shut their mouth.
                                            I still able to cope with my studies as well as work,
                                                            I was angry to siao, Not to worry,
                                                                      I know what i'm doing.
                                                              Home Sweet Home @ 11 plus.
                                                                               Ended here.
                                                  Working tomorrow from 1 to 10pm,Shags):
                                                                       School reopen soon,
                                                                      One last day to 2010{:
                                                                         Cant wait,hahahaha{:
                                                                                   
                                                                    I miss you suddenly):

                              I doesnt know once i leave you,you will become like this,

                                                                       Haiz.Its hurts.

                                           Since you already say that,what say cant be taken back.

                                                      I hope you'll be alright with everything.

                                                          I'm hurt to heard what you say):

                                                         All i could say,i'm sorry boy):

                                                       Dropping down tears over you}:

Woke up early @ 9 plus,Got disturd by two parrot,daddy & mummy!!Lols.

Pei them the whole day today with dearest{:

Early in the morning,went to school to bought my files first,then went to the place where to do passport de,

(I dunno the place name what,Lol.)

Parents went to settle thing,then after that went to re-service their car,

Have the car @ there for several hours,

Then we bused down to ION,

Meet dearest there as she earlier didnt come along with us.

Went there shopping,Have lunch @ there,

I aim to buy one bag^^

Hahaha{:

Then after that,around 5 plus,went to take back daddy car,

Then went to grandma house to fetch her.

After that,went down to compass as pauline taking stuff from aunty,

& i talk about working schedule.

Will be working on the 31/12/09.

The last day of the month{:

&&&&

Soon,School reopen soon,

Thats all.

Having dinner tomorrow with family & relatives(=

 Times pass,Things have changed!!!

I given up on you,

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                                                                                       

Shall post about today,Today,went out with parents,went to my school to buy files first,but today book shop is only allowed to buy uniform,so tomorrow then buy my stuffs,Headed to 644 coffee shop to have our lunch.

After that,went home rest awhile,then wanted to go Changi Airport,took bus to bedok,then change to mrt.

Reach there @ half an hour,Then meet pauline dearest @ there{:

Took pictures & chat some stuffs together,after awhile went to macdonald for some snacks,After that,Home Sweet Home @ 7 plus.

Have dinner @ home,then headed down to grandma house to settle some family stuffs & went to police station to make a report shall not elaborate much{:

I have loads of fun today with my parents & my dearest:D

Ended here^^

I finally know your true colours,since you still loved her what for we still contacting each other go back to her side & treasure her well.I'm not a toy for you,

You took me as a what?Have you ever regard me as your girlfriend?I dun think so.I seriously get hurt by you lots of times,You aren't a trustworthy person.

You made me lost hope on you,whats done cant be undone.

I'm just like a fool & idiot to trust you once & once again,

This time round i wont already,I mean what i have say.

                                               Love is an expression and assertion of self-esteem,

                                           a response to one's own values in the person of another. 

                                                           One gains a profoundly personal,

                                          selfish joy from the mere existence of the person one loves.

                                                              It is one's own personal, 

                                                     selfish happiness that one seeks, 
                                                             earns, and derives from love.

                                                                 One sentence,

                                                   Jasmine is tired & letting you off,

                                                                 No point holding on,
                                                      with a breaking promises relationship.

                                                                 Wont be a everlasting love, 

                                                                         Want you back!

Hello!{:
I'm sick,Having flu & cough}: Working today,ended work @ 5pm,Then dad & brother came to fetch me.(L)
Perhaps tomorrow going to Stella birthday party{: If i cant make it,I'm sorry}:
Have dinner with parents,Was boring @ home}:
Cant wait for 2010{:
Ended here{:

I choose to end this relationship again,Seriously this few months i have alot of stress i choose to be alone.

I know this will be the last chance & last time we'll be together.Thank for giving me that chance to be your girlfriend & Those happy memories.I'm sorry to hurt you,I'm always the one who saying break & hurting you.But once i think back what you say i decided to make this decision.No point dropping a tears over you.All the best too you,(L)

Love is the opening of the heart, the welcoming of your beloved. Loving is not secure, authentic loving is risky. Security lies behind the walls of a closed heart. You either invite the union by opening in love, or you secure the isolation by closing down.Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.One year &25 days{:

Goodbye Love}:

Hello^^.

A quick & short post.

Ended work @ 5pm today,went home at around 6 plus,then went to grandma house for steamboat.

Just reached home,Was tiring):Having work tomorrow also from 10.30 to 5pm.

Thats all(:

This few days too much thing have happened,i cant believe what i have done to my work,i know you guys are so disappointed on me including my boyfriend & families.This year,i have really change to another person,I doesnt know how to treasure & appreciate a better thing.I really did a foolish & dumbest thing in my life,i really regretted alot.But whats done is already done.It cant be rewind.I learnt my mistake,think twice before we wanna to do anything & think of the punishment.Really,dun ever trust a friend which asked you to do something foolish that can ruin your future is not worth at all.Once you got caught,have to be responsible of the thing you have done.
“In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. some we wish we could re-play a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn’t be the person we are, so just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, and most importantly where it is you’re going.”
I swear i learnt my mistake and i will never ever does this stupid  things again.
I let you think that i have change to another person,thats why you will treat me like this,i can understand,i will change and learnt my mistake.

Merry Christmas everyone!{:
I Spend my day working today,ton yesturday with boyfriend & co.Did nothing much,did spend my days well{:
Already two year spending Christmas day that day having work}: Pathetic of me}:
Ended work,walked home with rachel, Was tiring & sleepy.I just sleep for 2 hours,then leave boyfriend house & off to work,worked from 1 to 10pm,Was super tiring.
 Ended here.


Everything seems to be better now,A new year will be better for us,Dun forget what you have promised me^^.
No more arguments
Be a understanding girlfiriend,not to text you those weirdo thing when you are busy,
Dun let the history to be repeated once & once again.
7 more days{:

Iloveyou,

Hello:D
Have arguement with him today in th morning,Got work today from 11 to 4,then went to meet Birthday Girl,cabbed down to hougang point to have lunch.then went to meet kahliang and co.After that,went to 940 to slack,around 9 plus,bused down to compass to have dinner with boss & work partner(:
We went to seragoon garden,we went to a pub name "Romance pub?"If i not wrong,Lol. Exchange present & got a present from boss:D
Then have dinner @ there,drink & sing,Home Sweet Home @ 1 plus.
Meeting boyfriend tomorrow,but we arent countdown together}:
Is different from last year..I thought we will be together tomorrow to ton together but you with your friend,Haiz.I'm so sad to heard what you say when you called me}:
Thats all.


I'm sorry,i'm just saying out of the anger of the word break.I don't mean it.I know,i make you angry by contacting guy behind your back.You want me to change i willing to change,give me some time.Meanwhile,if you want me to change,dun treat me differently.Start all over again alright,can we be like the past back?I really dun wish to lost you again,I shall treasure the last chance now,if i not going to change or something i think is better to end the relationship rather than suffering.
If you are belongs to me you will come back again,if you wont means we aren't suit for each other.
A relationship is not used to be force to be together is another party willing to come back,I really hope this time round we will last.I dun wish to get you in trouble thats why earlier i send you those crap massages,I dun mean it.
I know we both still loved one another,just making each other envy & angry.
I will change myself.
Iloveyou.

Hello!{:
Happy birthday peixiu(:
Just ended work,was super tiring,Dear didnt came to fetch me,Haiz,I'm used to it already,
always empty promises,I hate the most.I wish you could come fetch me,but its impossible.

Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing! 

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.
What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels. True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.
Ended work finish,went to eat with my boss.
Then Sweet Home Home next.
Tomorrow having dinner with boss and partner{:
Exchanging Christmas present tomorrow:D
School holiday going to ended soon}:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

Hello!{:
Feeling unwell this few days,Having cough & hard to breathe.Dying dying soon,Lol.

Alright,today went to meet kahliang at 624,then slacked awhile,went to 631 to have lunch,

After that, youliang & zhengwei came to meet us,After that,saw shuhui,together went to point first.

Then kahliang went to bought the straws.Then went to 940,After that,carol came.Around 5 plus,went to hougang green.Pei them go eat,after that 6 plus,went to Dear house,Around 8 plus,went to meet his brother @ Hougang green for dinner.Went to lan, After that Home Sweet Home @ 11 plus,

Working tmr}:

I just realised that once you really lost someone you really loved you will regret alot,
i'm happy that you make me treasure you this time round,
i wont let you go anymore, i know relationship thing cant last.
But if you think we can,we can just do it:D
You really mean to me alot,
never be apart again,
zerotwodecemberzeroeight{:
J.H.W.Z&J.N.J.M:D

Just ended work,went to have dinner with my boss:D

End work at 5,accompany her to hougang mall to shop,i bought myself 2 things{:
Reach home around 11 plus.

Yesturday, went to celebrate boyfriend friend birthday at his house,got work yesturday till 5pm,then boyfriend came to fetch me^^ Then went to watch movie,went to watch "Bodyguards & Assassins.I swear this show is Super  nice,dun miss it guys,Go & watch it:D.Its nice{: Hahaha.

The show is around 2 hour plus.Finish the show,went to meet boyfriend brother,then waited for his friend,then went to his house to celebrate & chat.Around 5.30am then cabbed home with boyfriend to his house.Slept only several hours,then went to work.Was super tiring}:

Ended here.

Gosh,i havent bought my books yet,

•  2 more days to peixiu birthday
  
•  4 more days to Christmas Day
  
• 14 more days to school reopen
• 12 more days to our 1 year & 1 month^^

Going to earn more money to shopping & enjoy myself:D

Study hard & work more,

{:

Cherish it well before regret it!{:

Wasnt a good day today}:
Today woke up quite late,went to grandma house have lunch,Went to peixiu house.
Around 5 plus,Went home to have a nap.Then went out at 6 plus to meet dear.
Have arguement with him,He was sick}:
Bought him dinner & cabbed down to his house.
Pei him till 10 plus,cabbed home again{:
Working tomorrow }:

Have arguement with him,i'm sorry for th thing i have say today.
I'm just saying out of anger.
Both of us just change for th sake of this relationship.
Both of us dun wish to being apart again,all are just saying out of anger.
No more another time.
Bear it in mind.

I miss you deeply):

Sorry people for not posting for so long.
Was on genting on 14-16{:
Just got back yesturday.I miss my boyfriend alot}:
Have lots of fun at genting those three days:D
Boyfriend is angry with me for not texting him those three days,
Not i dun want to text you is i cant even reply single of the message.The reception there is lousy.
Lol.
Went shopping w.peixiu. Have a great time with her:D
Carol cant made it as she ended work late today,
will find another day shopping with you yeahs{:
Bought 3 shirt,went to bugis to find sally @ her work place.
Bought a shirt for darling @ spade{: Hope he liked it very much D:
Chat with sally awhile @ her work place at spade,
then bused down to hougang mall,Went to cotten on while peixiu wanna bought things for her boyfriend{:
Then after th,
I went to find dear @ his house while peixiu went to meet her friend.
Have dinner with dear @ hougang 684,
then dear send me home{:
Reach home @ 10 plus.
To peixiu:
Peixiu,cheerup alright{:Dun sad over him anymore,whats over is over.
Dun made yourself like this.Have to be strong yeahs{:
Will be there for you when you need a listener{:
To sally:
Sally,dun sad over him already.He arent worth for you to be like this.
Want him back try to,dun give up{:
Have to be strong ah,dun make yourself too tired over work & smoke too much}:
Will be there for you if you need me,contact me anytime you want^^ 

 Overdue photos:

 

Lastly me & dear{:

I miss you deeply):

Th last chance.

Sorry people for not posting for so long.
I think i have made lots of people disappointed alot on me.
I still have feeling for him, thats why i accepted him back.
I already told him is the last chance,hope he will cherish it & dun hurt me anymore.

On the Wednesday,
Went to meet carol,then went to green with kah liang & carol.
Then after th,went to jia rong house with carol. Then went back to hougang green,
went to void deck,went to hougang point.
Slacked at nearby void deck with carol & Nicholas.
Then walked home with carol.
Worked today from 2 to 10{:


I really dun know if i accepted you back its it th right choice.
Sooner or later,i slowly slowly lost all my friend & family.
I very afraid that you will hurt me once & once again.

Hello everyone! :D

Peixiu is hacking into her acct ~ Shhhhhh :X

* No la, no la. Joking only uhs :/! I where got so bad?

Im actually helping her edit &change th toppppp pict :)!

Okokeys, I need to go. Remember t keep her tagboard alive (!)

Thank you veh veh veh much, people(s). 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0 ; POOOOOFS

WithLuvv,

- PEIXIU, (c)

Shags,
i have lost one of my good sister already,
i'm sorry i dun mean to let all this thing happened,i know you will hate me,i got no choice.
ending friendship today}:
Lastlong with him{:
Take good care of yourself,especially your illness.
Finally off tomorrow,can planning to go out with you,but too bad,i'm not free ah{:
Friday den{:
Ended here{:
Thinking of giving you a chance,but its too fast.
Give me some times{:

Everything takes time,

i learn to let go.

Hello!:D
Rotting at home,awhile more going off to work.
I miss you like so suddenly}:
Have my lunch with my parents just now^^
School reopen soon in few weeks time&&&
2010 is another new life for JASMINE NEO JIA MIN{:


I miss this girl,peixiu{:
Maybe tomorrow meeting her(:
Thank girl for showing care towards me when i am down{:
Thank everyone for the tag & concern{:
I'm alright,
No worries^^


I learn to let go,

love is just a decisions.

Sometimes is hard,but i just give it a try.

you dun worth it for me to be like this to you,

go back and find her,wish you both goodluck{:

LOOK HERE (!)

Hey girl, Im sorry for not replying you both in msn and mesg.

I'll help you get your cbox done soon after Im done w. my blog.

Hahaha, dont forget to buy me a present during your holiday trip! :D

Last but not least, Im gonna miss you like hell. Its been 215314 days since I last met you!

Text me after you're back from your holidays trip w. your family. Remeber to miss me ohs! :}

WithLuvv,

- PEIXIU, (c)

                                                                      i learn to let go,
                                                                   love is just a decisions.
                                                                 past is already the past

Hello! :D

Today,woke up quite late,Was sleeping late last night}:
Wake up around 11 plus,Went to sibao house to have lunch with her & her family{:
Slack at her house the whole day,then decided to go hougang plaza,went to k box with her & her aunt.
From 6 plus till 12 plus{:
Cost us around $90++,was expensive}:

have lots of fun with her aunt,such a nice lady is she{:

after that,have arguement with parents,they came to fetch me.
Shall not elaborate much,i have change.
working tomorrow}:
Cant wait to go to Genting & shopping with peixiu&carol{:
Ended here{:

Learning to let go off you already,
No point holding on it.
find her back & cherish her well.
& lasting wish you both last long{:

Peixiu's here! Xoxo ;

A BIG hello to those who're viewing her blog. :X

Im actually here to help her post about what happened this few days.

Mad long post! She gotta thank me v. much ttm for helping her post :D

On 4th Dec,

Went to "Dear" house in the evening.
And he passed one letter to me. :O
Until th night, all of a sudden I sent him one msg.
Quarrel-ed with him &I asked for a break up. (Again!)
Cuz he is too busy to reply my messages.
I've been drinking &crying for th past 2 days.
I've think it through already. Had been working.
I've decided to end this relationship between us.
There isnt any love there, no point continue-ing.
There isnt any need to keep on dragging when there's no love in it.

Dont worry, I wont fan you anymore. You wanna flirt as much as you want, go ahead. All th while, its your character. No one can stop you. I wont text you anymore. Return my money to Sibao can le. We should just end here. No point contacting each other. I should change my life, w/o you I still can be happy and enjoying my life. I wont be sad anymore. Dont worry, as my friend wont text you anymore. You like being a hongster so much, go ahead then. I dont bother and I dont care. Continue to hurt those girls around you. I finally know your true colours. Its all that I've heard from your friends today. I will remember what ever you said today and yesterday. Though it hurts, I will always bear that in mind. I wont want you back anymore. You can be happy and continue to flirt around at the pub like how you wanted. No one will stop you anymore. All this while you've been with me is cuz of money, nothing else. You have another girl, you just play timer. You can continue to act this way and hurt your current girlfriend. I finally know th real you. Im really the dumb-est girl in th world. Luckily, I knew it now rather than later. Cuz its still not too late. Frankly speaking, if I've one choice, I'd choose not to know you. Knowing you was my greatest regret in my whole life. I had really wasted lotsa time on you. Its really sucha waste. I wont want this r/s back anymore, neither do you want. Dont think about it anymore. Take it as, our r/s will really end today. No more patching back with you. Im just a foolish girl to have kept trusting you again and agian, no matter how many times you broke th trust I've in you. Kept on hearing you, telling me craps. You had never love me truly. I really regret being with you. GOSH ~

I'll be going for a holiday trip with my family members and relative on 14-16th.
After that, I'd be meetin Peixiu for a shopping date on 17th. Cant wait kays! Mad love shopping.
But Mandy and Carol hasnt comfirm with me if they're taggin along anot. If they arent, its ok :>

I'd be going to work this few days. Trying hard to forget about that bastard. Ohwell, I know I can & i will change my number^^.

I'm sorry.

Helloo(:
Today went to meet dear cousin at hougang mall at around 3 plus,
Slack around at there,wait for dear to book out from camp.
Meet him at ang mo kio hub,
Around 6 plus,bused down to bugis. Went there to have dinner,
then shop awhile.Around 10 plus,took mrt back to hougang.
Then dear went to meet his brother, while i'm alone homed):
Have arguement with dear,
Hais,
I'm sorry,i 'm just like that,i promised i will change to the way you want me to.
Give me some time.
No more being apart.

True love is when you shed a tear and still wants him .
It's when he ignores you and you still love him .
It's when he love th others but you still smile and says " I'm happy for you "
And all you do after tht is cry , and cry..
I still loves you ,all could i say i dun bear to let you off this time round.
All i have say all those crap are all anger words. I know all you have say yesterday are all from anger.
I really dun mean to let you go actually.

Lets forgive each other & take it as nothing happened alright.

Forgive me,I'm sorry my dearest boyfriend.
You are my everything,
I love you more than you loved me{:
 

After everything we are back together again{:

Happy One Year Dear(: 

Today woke up early, Rot at home till 1 plus,went to rui wen house t meet her first,

Then bused down to compass point with ong ting & rui wen.

Went to take pay today,Then aunty treat us lunch^^

Then finish eating went shopping awhile,bought some stuffs for myself{:

Around 6 plus,bused down to meet Dear at hougang macdonald.

Then accompany him to salon to cut his hair,wait for his cousin & his cousin boyfriend t come meet us.

After th,Went to 684 to have dinner,Then went to hougang mall to shop awhile.

Went to Hougang plaza to find rui wen & co.

After th,Slack at hougang plaza till 10 plus,went off.

Went to meet dear brother,

Then bused home.Though our one year we didnt celebrate but we did plan something else^^

Thats all{:

Specially for you:

Dear,Happy one year anniversary, I will hold you tightly from today onwards & not letting you off anymore. I not going to lose you anymore,You're my everything& i really love you:}

After everything we are back together again{:No more being apart anymore,Will always remember the happy moments we have together.

We still have many many more years to walk down together this path my dear.

No one can snatch you away from me, Forever mine & only one,

JasonHoWeiZhong,I love you.

My one & only Boyfriend{: